Heaven Knows I Meant Well


This post was originally posted on The bipolar Writer Blog – A Mental Health Blog (Bipolarwriter.blog) .

Heaven Knows I meant Well:

By: Francesca Seopa

Heaven knows i meant well

My fiction was less of a fairy-tale for me to sell

Heaven truly knows i meant well

My truth sounded more like a lie to sell

The love of life and self

The sight of a pair of doves stricken by strife

Freedom placed on a shelf

Psalms in my palms

Driven by the muscle if proverb in my arms

The sin of genesis in my genes

Followed by the scenes of slavery

Led by the kings of Samuel in chivalry

Meer mortals trapped in paradise

Promised of a portal to their current destination

A fear of kindness

The trauma of happiness

Heaven knows i meant well

My story was just a bit hard to tell

A dive into the devils devotion

Delving in the promotions of hell

Seeking sincerity in sober thought is a path that leads me down the route of anxiety

Sympathy in sins sedated seduction

A dance with the devil

A blink from heaven

A gamble in hope of a lucky seven

Love is what i seek

Trust is what i speak

Honesty is what i feel society leaks

Heaven knows i meant well

My reality seemed more like a far fetched fiction

Traumatized by the inability to distinguish between friend and foe

Lost and in doubt

Depressed and devastated

Heaven knows i meant well.

Thank you for being with me. I look forward to seeing you here again. Let us rebuild a healthy state of mind.



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